January 2012
5 posts
citybluelights:
painiack:
Spend hours looking at porn.
Until you find the perfect one to masturbate to.
Then get disgusted by it afterwards.
lmfao
Watch
December 2011
13 posts
"No."
Most people’s initial reaction - when something is presented to them - is with cautious negativity - or, indeed, world-weary disinterest. I have recently experienced a lot of this behaviour, in a field governed by, supposedly, creative and liberal people.
People are inherently cynical and careful when it comes to something unfamiliar - particularly applied to our working life - be it art,...
I'm too tired to write...
But there’s so much I feel like saying.
WatchSearching for Beauty.
Escaping the city one evening in November, in an attempt to find locations worth filming for a project we’re working on together. None of the footage was planned. But I thought I’d cut it together and put a pretentious title on it - make it look arty.
November 2011
22 posts
WatchSo I spent three fucking hours editing this/learning how to use iMovie… The names are just examples of placement for credits. And the sound is awful because it’s recorded from my macbook in my garden. But hopefully you’ll get the picture…
It’s what I want the very last moment of my film to look like. Or, at least, something close to that.
GOTTA STOP BUYING SHIT ON EBAY AT THREE IN THE FUCKING MORNING!!!
I always regret it…
I have an underlying sense of anxiety...
leahkoons:
I dont understand why.
Perpetually.
Illness
I am the sickest I have ever been. I don’t know where I got it from, but I have been bed-ridden for about 35 hours so far. Insane fever (103), headache, sore throat, shivering uncontrollably, sensitive eyes, muscle and joint pain - you name it. I can’t sleep, but can’t get up from dizziness. I’ve been having the most vivid of lucid dreams while I doze. Sweating profusely....
October 2011
11 posts
FALSE HOPE
and other shit.
Health
Pretty sure I poisoned myself with alcohol last night… Probably should have died.
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